Battlefield - Jordin Sparks

Don't try to explain your mind

I know what's happening here

One minute it's love

And suddenly it's like a battle-field



One word turns into a

Why is it the smallest things that tear us down

My world's nothing when you don't

I'm not here without a shield

Can't go back now


Both hands tied behind my back with nothing

Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again

Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war

You know I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know what we're fighting for


Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)

Why does love always feel like..

Can't swallow our pride,

Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mhmm

If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no


Both hands tied behind my back with nothing

Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again

I don't wanna fall for it now

I never meant to start a war

You know I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor

I guess you better go and get your...

We could pretend that we are friends tonight (oh-oh-oh)

And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright

Cause baby we don't have to fight

And I don't want this love to feel like..

A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield,

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor...

I never meant to start a war

You know I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know what we're fighting for (fighting, fighting for)

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor

Why does love always feel like...

Why does love always feel like...

A battlefield, a battlefield..

I never meant to start a war

Don't even know

What we're fighting for

I never meant to start a war

Don't even know

What we're fighting for


---currently my favorite song---

Praying for Her Bliss

Reposting from my Triond account...

For all those who could relate to this...

She is someone I chose to know personally. I resort to be acquainted with her because of personal reasons. She is a used-to-be to someone special in my heart. We had our share of talks, some I initiated and sometimes it came from her. But for quite some time, she had been my heart and mind’s predicament.

I know in my heart that I want to understand everything that she has done. Somehow, I allowed her to wound my heart. Coz I don’t know what I should do. For her, I pained her first, which is actually far from the truth. How did I know about it? She told me actually. And I told her that I can’t accept that. Because I never hurt her. And I’ve never taken away anything or anyone from her. Before I came to their lives, whatever they have, has long been ruined, has long been vanished. Because she didn’t took care of it. And now’s just too late. The “us” in them has already been a memory.

How did she hurt me? Hmmm…I wish she has moved on already. And stop doing things she should not be doing. I know that they are friends. But I hope, restrictions are on her mind. Someone has said to me that perhaps my special someone’s refusals are too light that she fails to see the warning signs that say STOP. Or she is just too willful that she only thinks of her own feelings.

There’s a point in my life that I actually detested her. I don’t know if I am being unreasonable or something. I guess I can call it instinct. I feel that she really hasn’t moved on yet.

But somehow the good side in me prays for her to uncover her own happiness. It’s so easy to utter “ I’m happy for you” (this is a line from her). But it’s so hard to make your heart complement with what you are saying especially when you say it without your heart in it.

I sincerely pray for her contentment, for her bliss. And I hope that if she found it, if she found her equal, she’ll take care of it. And never make the same mistake again.

Rain falls....

I've always been fascinated with the rain...

I just want to stay at home and cuddle all day when i hear raindrops...

Just the typical life I ever wanted...

simple...

no complications...

But I know...

That life really is full of twists and turns...

And sometimes, you really lose control...All that is left are lessons after a wrong turn and memories of the past...

Sometimes...

I love life...

And sometimes...

I hate it...

But I always go back to where I should be...

To where my heart is...

To where I am trully happy...

Un - Liking Him...

How do i turn back now? How do i un-say all the things that I've said? How do i forget all the things that I've heard? all the things that I've seen? Is everything really temporary? Or have i found another love for my heart's future happiness?

Why

Why do i have this feeling of complexity?Why do i say the things that you are hearing now?Why do I have to think things over?Is it because of something that I myself can't figure out?Or is it because of something that I find so hard to accept?