Disappointment and Distance

I'm becoming distant again. Hindi ko alam ung reason pero sa nararamdaman ko, parang nag expect na naman ako at na-disappoint.Ouch! I really hate disappointments. Ang bigat sa pakiramdam. How can someone be free from hoping for things to happen? Paano nga ba? Para wala ng masaktan. Para wala ng complications. What saddens me is that I am not okay and the person who caused this is just so okay and walang reaction. I know he didn't mean to make me sad. And alam ko wala rin naman syang alam kung ano nararamdaman ko. I need to get over this feeling and I have to move on. It's eating me up inside. I really wanna be free!!!!!